I thought about it really hard and you know what I'll try it out and see what happens. She'll know who she is lol

oh and its time for a change of pace I need to stop with my confused mind set and just be happy i need to smile more often and brighten up other peoples days

Is a awesome song lol

But anyway yeah I came across something good on thursday.

She knows who she is XD

And i really want to see her so i can ask her in person lol

but yeah cant wait till next week

family coming over and shit oh yeah

i havnt written anything in a while

like holy shit but oh well

but first the journal:
Soo too keep u guys updated
i dont like my ex anymore fuck that whore and her asshole bf

oh dun get me wrong im still there for her but w/e

lol

hmmmm school is boring

no inspiration....yet

still trying to finish my book

uhhhhh what else????

oh ive been bored lately lol



OHHHHHHHHHHHHH and i finally got my permit

imma get my license this week hahahahhahha

Here i am keeping a straight face while the person i care for is with someone else.

And that someone else is a complete asshole
What draws women to dipshits who cant treat women right???

It pisses me off when the girl says "I HATE assholes!!!" but in fact they are going out with one

It hurts me deep inside

It really does, you have no idea
I tried to move on but i just can't
Know that she was my ex and she broke it off for a retarded ass reason

And yet I still want to be with her
I want to protect her
Be there for her

but i can't

I'm just a person she comes running to when she needs to talk to someone
and I'll always be there for her

But I dont know i just dont....

School...

Freaking awsome

Sports...

suck cuz have a pulled muscle

Her

ugh
i can talk to any girl without a problem yet i cant talk properly to '1' its driving me crazy like u have no idea

im a fucking idiot...